its a feeling which comes and goes...
to me this feeling is natrual...
to feel alone is apart of me...
for along time i felt as though the feeling was gone...
its come back and well i dont know wat to do...
i realize that this feeling is not suppose to be natrual...
but fuk it, ill welcome it with open arms...
i really dont mine being alone...
if anything ill keep it this time and forget the world...
i guess i should, i like to feel alone...
it means i wont expect someone to come and hold me...
ill go back to who i was, a man, a boy, well just alone...


i think i would perfer to be alone now...
it seems when i with a girl some how some way she makes me feel depressed...
so, ill be single for a while...

i wrote this on a bad day